(Hope this isn't one of those tl;dr journals...)

uh... hey... hi guys... you don't have to comment or anything like that, this is just a message... kinda half n' half for myself, and to others...

There's really no need to say anything about my *cough* previous journal or things from back then... but, i just want to say this...

in my previous journal entry, i was very... negative...
and i felt really stupid some time after putting it up... because i felt like i just should have kept my mouth shut.
so i got rid of the journal...

i admit now, that some of the things were just my negative emotions taking me over... like saying that "there's no future for me..." and shit like that...
but i swear, the others where i mentioned being hurt by others close to me, being put down, betrayed, etc. all of that was real...

(moving on)
over the time that i was gone I've been doing a lot of... well, "soul searching"... and dealing with other hardships in life... and doing some things...

i feel better now... things have calmed down... I've become more comfortable with myself and who i am... I also feel like I've changed in some ways...

*sigh* now that that's out of my system, (and if your still reading)
I was thinking about coming back... and if i did, i told myself that i wouldn't be on this account... cause to be honest, i don't like all the things i did on here... i think most of it is complete and utter crap...

sooo, i made this account quite a while ago...

Just in case...

so from now on, I will be on that account... I'll still mostly be a silent spectator... but I'll pop in now n' then for a comment here and there... when i finish some new things, I'll submit again...
see ya later...